I have been struggling with coming up with anything good to say about this day. Yesterday, turning another year older held such promise. But today, most of that seems to have halted in my mind. I got let go from my job today. I partially knew this was coming since a while back, but it doesn’t stop the shock. The anger. The surprise. The wave of feelings you get when you have to figure out what exactly is next for you and your future.
But someone told me today that I should view this as a new beginning. I guess I have to. In all honesty, I’m glad to be out and despite feeling a lot of anxiety right now, I know that something better will happen. Something else will come along. Maybe not right away, but one of these times my life will start falling into place. I just need to remember it.
That’s all I can say about today.